It always happens when you are in the midst of something happy. That is when something terrible transpires.
Something which you had expected, something everybody had expected, but it hits you in the gut with a stupendous amount of blunt force and you’re left with a massive pain .
It hits you and you don't know what to do, you can't know what to do.
It hits you and you're left trying to breathe.
It hits you and you're gasping
It hits you and you're left crying
It hits you and all you can do is try to clutch at some shred of meaning
It hits you and you hope that time is what will help.